Okay so from the looks of all those comments, you guys DO care so ill tell you what, i will come back eventually, but im taking a LONG break. and its not just because im unnoticed, im used to that, but here is the REAL reason why I left...
To tell you the truth I'm full of inspiration, the truth is, two things no.. Three things are holding me back
My scanner is being a derp and does not want to work, so i have nothing to scan and i have no tablet to draw on and i cant draw free handed with a mouse... yeah.
I'm depressed and just not as patient as I used to be. When i try to draw its just chicken scratch. plus with the lack of sleep and tenision, im constantly shaking now so i don't even have the steady hand to draw
three, my dad has been lecturing and judging me for drawing cartoons so its all the pressure on me right now, he judges me for only drawing cartoons and wasting my talent, he was an amazing artist at my age and that where i got my inspiration from, but now i think hes holding me up to some high standard or something...
and finally I have a feeling he's right about me moving on, I have been feeling like i am unnoticed because my art is just suck or whatever, so like I said its just for a a while, until I find a new style, get better, or move on from the fandoms completely. its just the pressure, don't get me wrong, like i said i still love the fandoms so much, and i still draw them but its just complicated. im sorry i let all you guys down, and i love you all, especially the ones who will miss me, ill miss all of you too!! im sorry...
If anyone still want to keep in touch heres other places you can find me... bye
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